My womb journey has been a wild ride!

I am a woman who lived through 9 years of a bleeding disorder and has fully healed to become a mother, soulmate lover, and embodied leader. Yes!!! 9 years of bleeding! What creature but a woman can bleed so much and not die? Before I was 24, I bled 7 times more than the average woman does in her whole life. 

If I can heal, I truly believe that anyone can. At 23, all that allopathy could offer me was toxic hormones or a hysterectomy. Instead, I chose to TRUST myself, my intuition, my intelligence, and my ability to listen to the wisdom of my body. I had doctors fire me for choosing to trust myself more than their expertise, my calling to be a mother was so great. I chose the path not often taken, one of self-love and self-trust, even as my body ached, bled, and my closest companion was fear.

This bleeding brought me so many gifts, was such a great challenge, and ultimately became the portal to profound and ever-flowing Medicine. This great Womb Initiation also brought me to the sacred plant medicines and ceremonial arts, where after so much struggle and striving, I received true and lasting healing. The efficacy of these Medicine ways led me to my life calling as a shamanic ceremonial practitioner.

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My ceremonial experience has been within lineages of huachuma, ayahuasca, peyote, yopo, the sacred mushrooms, different sweat lodges lineages, and Andean ceremonies. I am a Magdalene within the Order of the Fellowship of Isis, and weave the love of the Divine Feminine and the sacred marriage into all that I offer.

You can learn more about my practice here.

In my 15+ years of ceremonial work I have witnessed miracles, danced with beings of light, experienced the materialization of ancestors, held space for spontaneous remissions, seen countless break throughs into Love, and in addition to all of this BEAUTY...I have seen some pretty f*cked-up abuses of power. Almost all of these abuses have been caused by the hangover of patriarchy and the immature shadow work of practitioners. 

Each lineage has their own approach to honouring the Divine Feminine, the beauty of moon time, and Sovereignty of each woman. I have seen creative, destructive, and downright fearful paradigms within different lineages in their relationship to the Womb. Many still fear our moon blood, and many still fear the power of Life. 

From my experience, I can say with unequivocal confidence that our wombs, our moon time, our sacred blood, and our beautiful sexuality are forever PURE. Moon time does not cause harm, it is a blessing and enrichment of a ceremonial container. The only thing that causes energetic harm within ceremonial containers are the side effects of false realities, entrenched belief systems, energetic codependency, hierarchical power structures based in the illusion of separation (aka the “shaman” is the healer), and the unconscious acting out of the facilitator